Living the great adventure of being afraid and brave at the same time is uncomfortable as heck.
But learning to be anchored and connected to our spiritual resilience and center, invites a more graceful approach and perspective to the inevitable ups and downs of life.
For me, the inner peace I can now access and embody within my challenges, has been worth every step and tear on the journey.
I invite you to place your hands on your belly, take a deep breath and give thanks for being exactly where you are right now.
This place is necessary for who you are refining and becoming.
The dots always connect looking back but don’t make sense looking forward. It is designed this way.
So, breathe, give thanks and take the next step from this place of committed action to show up for yourself in whichever way you need to right now.
Self organizing intelligence emerges naturally when we are empowered and surrendered to who we are without pretense.
will naturally reveal itself as you peel away the layers of conditioning and masks you have been taught and generationally passed down.
Allow grace for this unraveling, as it takes time. It takes great commitment and enormous integrity. It takes a lot of patience to strengthen our personal commitment and our own integrity to soul alignment and right action when it hasn't been modeled growing up.
Be kind as you unfold.
Seek enlightenment from your mistakes.
Be honest with where you are, mainly to yourself.
You my love,
are the meeting point of all creation.
A doorway of God.
This is your mission, to reveal and experience your authentic divine humanity and with it nourish the dream seed of Harmony in the world. And through this ardent passion become a living, embodied invitation to know the language of creation and spell out Heaven in this world.
So often, I find myself between worlds.
Sometimes it’s simply magical and sometimes it’s lonely, agitating and frustrating.
I know this place well, at one point I spent years within its womb. Remembering, unlearning, shedding, surrendering and now l am learning how to not only live from my body wisdom, but participate in this world through it without overwhelm.
In these times, I keep breathing into the absolute truth that it’s in the humbling lap of the divine where core and lasting reorganization happens. This is where the Beloved is rearranging what I must show up for.
Trusting the timeline of my heart, cultivating my patience and supporting myself through the process of my edges IS the practice.
Because in this 'in between space' there is nothing known, only that from this ‘chaos’ innovation is birthed.
So, if you find yourself in these spaces of initiatory challenge I want to remind you...
Breathe, don’t try to fix it but rather listen to what it has to say. Get the support you need, not to fix you but to guide you into deeper surrender when the resistance comes. There is nothing wrong with you, this is the process of awakening. It’s from this very place that your own deeper wisdom is revealed, and it is here that divine guidance can truly be felt and anchored in the world.
It’s not on our time but in divine time, what we CAN actively do is surrender the resistance and show up moment to moment for the transmutation unfolding!
Can we allow fierce beauty to claim us through the BETRAYAL, LOSS and ABANDONMENT of our lives?
Maybe life takes us away from those we love the most in order to purify us into a larger perspective.
Perhaps those whom we come to connect with, in an otherworldly way, could make us forget precisely what we are here to tend.
Perhaps relishing in their presence too long would intoxicate us to the point of the abandonment of our becoming.
Perhaps loving someone so much could trap us in a selfish bubble of our own needs, wants and desires.
Perhaps we’d explode of ecstatic overwhelm into a trillion tiny fragments and never find our way back home into the wholeness of our beings.
Perhaps the burning fires of longing are to cleanse us down to the bone with lessons of suffering and humility, only broken hearts can ever know.
Maybe the ones who leave are the ones that may unknowingly care the most, setting us free from a choice that will lead us away from our core, and that truly we could of never made on our own.
What if what we have come to feel and assume as betrayal, indeed can be a story of the greatest love proclamation of all.
What if this was the experience of loss meant to invoke the true measure of our strength? A renewed invitation of faith and commitment to the life that must be lived through you?
What if we retold the story of betrayal and abandonment as necessary awakenings into becoming whole?
What if we allowed that pain to expand us into deeper gentleness with ourselves and more compassion with the pain of others, instead of falling victim to becoming harsh or wearing masks for the sake of an illusory ‘being strong’?
What betrayal or abandonment have you experienced that yearns to be alchemized into wisdom and offered through you as the Divines’ sacred bread for the nourishment of the whole?