Living the great adventure of being afraid and brave at the same time is uncomfortable as heck.
But learning to be anchored and connected to our spiritual resilience and center, invites a more graceful approach and perspective to the inevitable ups and downs of life.
For me, the inner peace I can now access and embody within my challenges, has been worth every step and tear on the journey.

Today. 
I invite you to place your hands on your belly, take a deep breath and give thanks for being exactly where you are right now.
This place is necessary for who you are refining and becoming.

The dots always connect looking back but don’t make sense looking forward. It is designed this way.

​So, breathe, give thanks and take the next step from this place of committed action to show up for yourself in whichever way you need to right now.

Self organizing intelligence emerges naturally when we are empowered and surrendered to who we are without pretense. 
Your dharma, 
your purpose, 
will naturally reveal itself as you peel away the layers of conditioning and masks you have been taught and generationally passed down.

​Allow grace for this unraveling, as it takes time. It takes great commitment and enormous integrity. It takes a lot of patience to strengthen our personal commitment and our own integrity to soul alignment and right action when it hasn't been modeled growing up. 
Be kind as you unfold.
Seek enlightenment from your mistakes.
Be honest with where you are, mainly to yourself.

​You my love, 
are the meeting point of all creation. 
A doorway of God. 
This is your mission, to reveal and experience your authentic divine humanity and with it nourish the dream seed of Harmony in the world. And through this ardent passion become a living, embodied invitation to know the language of creation and spell out Heaven in this world.

So often, I find myself between worlds. 
Sometimes it’s simply magical and sometimes it’s lonely, agitating and frustrating. 
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I know this place well, at one point I spent years within its womb. Remembering, unlearning, shedding, surrendering and now l am learning how to not only live from my body wisdom, but participate in this world through it without overwhelm. 

In these times, I keep breathing into the absolute truth that it’s in the humbling lap of the divine where core and lasting reorganization happens. This is where the Beloved is rearranging what I must show up for. 

Trusting the timeline of my heart, cultivating my patience and supporting myself through the process of my edges IS the practice. 
Because in this 'in between space' there is nothing known, only that from this ‘chaos’ innovation is birthed. 

So, if you find yourself in these spaces of initiatory challenge I want to remind you...
Breathe, don’t try to fix it but rather listen to what it has to say. Get the support you need, not to fix you but to guide you into deeper surrender when the resistance comes. There is nothing wrong with you, this is the process of awakening. It’s from this very place that your own deeper wisdom is revealed, and it is here that divine guidance can truly be felt and anchored in the world. 
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It’s not on our time but in divine time, what we CAN actively do is surrender the resistance and show up moment to moment for the transmutation unfolding!